Yo!! I'm back again!!! After this 3 days of pondering and sorting out my mind and thoughts, finally sort out my thoughts le..I will now concentrate my mind on the coming exam 1st...now really is not a good time to do what I want to do..coz the 'flame' is very high up..And when the 'flame' is very high, I think she won't like it...
No wonder ppl says that a relationship is not easy.. To get started is already very difficult..But i believe that when i finally get started, I'll treasure it dearly..Simply because..It had come not easy..and I dun want to lose it..Hope that the very day where I can get started will come soon..Jia you to myself..
Got to mug already.. Bye
Finally 1 assessment down already!!! 2 more to go!! later going to do my 207 integration..hopefully it will work...
Hope to have the chance for me to seize..Really hope that will happen!! PLEASE!!!
So confusing!!! What should I do!!! I really in a lost now!!! This whole day I been thinking of this thing over and over again... Really like the people lost in the jurassic park..dunno wat to do to have a better future with the special someone.. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cannot study at all!!!!
Today the whole day been feeling very uncomfortable..I realise that I really like somebody.. It should be something to be happy of, but I seriously are not..coz i'm so afraid that the history will repeat again..I really cannot imagine mi in the situation where i again have nothing in the end..Why I will like a gal that so many ppl seems to be interested in..And the worst thing is that the gal will be somebody else gf in the end..
I want to tell her my feelings but I so so afraid of the rejection again..I so afraid that after my confession, the friendship will be gone, and all the chances will be gone..In fact, I know that she might be ready for a relationship. But is this very contradicting feeling whether to tell her or to keep it from her that made mi so uncomfortable..
How to say I like you????????????????????
Her parents are strict.. Most likely she will not agree.. and also this few months, she had enough of this problems already too.. If i tell her now, would it be a burden to her??? So many 'wat if' in my mind now.... wat should I do???
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Stability | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Mystical | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Religious | |||||| | 23% | | Hedonism | || | 10% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||| | 23% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Conflict seeking | |||||| | 23% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||| | 43% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Avoidant | || | 10% | | Anti-authority | |||||| | 30% | | Wealth | || | 10% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Change averse | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Individuality | |||||||||| | 36% | | Sexuality | |||||| | 23% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||| | 36% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Food indulgent | || | 10% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Vanity | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Female cliche | || | 10% | |
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were high which suggests you are overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense too often of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
clean, self revealing, open, organized, outgoing, social, enjoys leadership and managing others, dominant, makes friends easily, does not like to be alone, assertive, hard working, finisher, optimistic, positive, likes to stand out, likes large parties, respects authority, practical, high self esteem, perfectionist, dislikes chaos, busy, not familiar with the dark side of life, controlling, high self control, traditional, tough, likes to fit in, conforming, brutally honest, takes precautions
Just came back from her birthday party...Had a lot of fun...reach her house around 1pm to help her in the decoration. 1st time doing a birthday decoration, quite tiring but when see the house are decorated to her likings, feel that it is worth it also..then later comes the caterer, then help to adjust the tables and also talk to the caterer also..haha...cos they talk in hokkien..when they are gone, her beloved daddy came home..can see that she is very happy :)
Then just after the cutting of the cake, shej was been saboed by them to play tong hua.. I tried to help to stop them, but the majority wins..
She played the song in the end... Although there are some errors, but she played it very well..Her fingers are hurting when she play it.. Haizz can only blame me, dunno how to tie balloon up... But she really played it very well...very nice...* tao zui *
ok going to * tao zui * some more le...blog the next time
